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By Julie Stachowiak, Ph.D., About.com Guide to Multiple Sclerosis

User Answer of the Week: Cognitive Dysfunction Moment

Tuesday December 9, 2008
This post from a reader actually brought tears to my eyes. This was a response to the question "What your the scariest, funniest or most annoying cognitive dysfunction moment?"

The Moment That Made Me Leave My Career

Before dx I was a pediatrician in a small rural town. I had been battling chronic vertigo and problems with memory (like remembering phone numbers) any time I was fatigued. After one hard call night I was so tired, but I had a very sick preemie. He began to have respiratory distress, something I had always handled easily, but I didn't even recognize the problem. Yes, I saw his dropping oxygen, but there was no realization that this was a crisis or that I should do something (like save his life). The RN stepped in to give him oxygen, and I slowly realized that I could not wrap my brain around the problem. I literally could not think it through or remember what to do, even though I had done it hundreds of times in the prior 20 years. Luckily it was during the day so I could hand him off to a colleague. I left medical practice then and there. I still break out in sweat thinking about that morning and still grieve for the career I loved so much. I would not be able to trust myself again.

Read other reader responses and leave your own: MSers Respond: What your the scariest, funniest or most annoying cognitive dysfunction moment?

Comments
December 10, 2008 at 12:26 pm
(1) Karen says:

I am suffering the very same problem when I am tired and under pressure – I zone out. Sometimes I realize this as it is happening but still cant respond appropriately. This is the main reason I am considering leaving my workplace.

December 10, 2008 at 4:09 pm
(2) Donna says:

This story breaks my heart. I am so sorry this doctor’s career ended, but I am impressed by the courage it took to step down immediately. God bless you.

December 11, 2008 at 6:08 am
(3) KQ says:

Not many ppl comprehend how leaving something one loves behind is so devastating… however, we need to find replacements for our passions… we need to look and find what we are meant to do in this world…!! and we need to feel complete… i hope and pray all of us find our place in this life and be content. just like you are ALL my power, I hope someday I can be the same for someone else. xxxxx

December 16, 2008 at 6:08 pm
(4) Maggie PA-C says:

I admire your courage to do the right thing. God bless you!

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